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hehe what a day I got up at 3pm. I really need to get my sleeping under raps. hehe Ah a nice shower. I think the hot water lasted really long it was great!!To day i played nexus like aways, but rach got on for a little today. YAHOO rach..Then after so like i got feeling rather bad. not to mention there was not need for two poets...Other then that just some turn of events got me thing not of anthing to intersting.Eh... Why do I always fell like at any moment I’m going to be left behind? I will be 21 in about 7 months. That makes me very sad. I don't want to be 21. Being 21 make you an adult, but I don't seam to be like an adult at all. I still do the something I have done for about 4 or 5 year, nothing any different. All of my old friends don't talk to me any more because we have nothing in common any more. They work and go to school know what they want or at least seam confident enough in it. The path I once that was there is gone and is now replaced with this spiky winding twisting road with no way to see the end. I really don't totally hate my family. I just don't want to be with them every day and hibernating in my room is not really the healthiest because I miss dinner and stuff like that. -.- *sighs* I don’t know what to do. I feel really trapped in a mindless hole with just a little sun so that I don't die. _._ I'm never going to hear anything from Antioch. It is beginning to seam rather hopeless and if it is true they won't have Japanese. *whimpers* This was all brought on by the fact that someone a year or two older is already getting a house and starting to start the main stage of their life. Me still stuck in chained were I'm...I really fear that I will be forgotten about, left behind and not though about.... *sighs* I think i might go and play .hack or clean my room. ^-^ ja~

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boukun_rashiku
Dec. 29th, 2003 08:00 pm (UTC)
Unforgettable~
in every way~
and forevermore~
that’s how you’ll stay~
That’s why, Emmaly, it’s incredible~
that someone so unforgettable~
thinks that I am~
unforgettable too. o/'

^^ *hug*
opeelia
Dec. 29th, 2003 11:46 pm (UTC)
Thank you! *hugs* I'm realy glad you think that of me.
tsukichan
Dec. 30th, 2003 10:15 am (UTC)
Emma-pi!! *hugs*
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