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Can one really Disappear..

. and if so, why can't I figure how.

If I was a mage then I would create a portal and hide in there for a while, but seeing that I’m not a mage that can't happen. See I don't want to totally disappear, just maybe for a little, or until I can figure things out.

I know I failed my math quiz today. I left 6 questions blank. I could not sleep again last night. I can't seam to get my head to be quite long enough for me to get any decent sleep. I did get to sleep late last night like 4 or 5, I think. Got up long enough to turn off the alarm and fell asleep. Let’s just say I woke up just in time to get there about 5 mins late. I was dizzy and sleepy I did the whole 1st side just fine, but I could not remember the 3 step to the ABC method of foiling. I stayed there until class was over and I still could not remember. I had to turn it in unfinished. I ran out crying. I was so embarrassed. I could not stop crying. What was wrong with me I know how to do it.

Everything is falling apart. I can't drop my math class because then I will have to drop my College dance class; not to mention, that the drop date was yesterday!

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Not saying I really ever knew. Everything counts now one false move and it's hard to recuperate from. I’m lost and confused.

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mikisana
Mar. 30th, 2004 04:05 pm (UTC)
Math and dissappearing...
I agree, math sucks. I'm sorry it's putting you through so much trouble. This is why I identify with the "Math sucks!!!" rap from Kodocha. Watch it if you can, it might make you feel better. And silly Ems, you don't have to be a mage to dissappear! Don't you remember hammerspace? Take a left at Sana's mom and then a right at Heero's spandex! ^_~ j/k. Feel better!
opeelia
Mar. 30th, 2004 10:42 pm (UTC)
Re: Math and dissappearing...
I really need that song on CD. hehe. ^-^ Math sucks so much!!!! :P

I totally forgot all about hammer space. Okies, so it's left at Sana's mom and then a right at Heero's spandex! I will have to remember that, tehehe.

Thanks ^-^ *hugs*
tamakun
Mar. 30th, 2004 05:13 pm (UTC)
Feel better! :(

I need some "me time" too - I know! Let's be hermits together! :P
opeelia
Mar. 30th, 2004 10:48 pm (UTC)
Thanks. I will try. Think happy thoughts. The semester is almost over. I just have to make it though the last month. ^-^ No more math...

Hermits! Okies, hehe I don't think I would make a very good hermit. lol About one day with out people is all I can take. lol. I'm just to extroverted. If we were hermits together that would be good for me, but maybe not you. I talk a lot. :P

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