March 5th, 2004

Painting toes

GODZIILA comes to town!

*sighs* Spring Break starts at 2:00pm tomorrow! Can't wait... even though i have to turn in a paper on Giselle monday to my Dances teacher.

I got the results to my math midterm back....
...........*drumb roll*.............

Life is over as I know it. Not only was a bumed about my grade she felt the need to poor salt on my wond, and tell me that if I don't pass my next quiz and all the ones after that I'm never going to pass.
"Every student that makes a 70 or lower on the midterm always fails the over all class"

Oh how nice of her to rub it in! It is not like I have the lowist over all grade in the class. I have a 70! It is not bad and I know it could use lots of improvement, but jeez, can't she just let me be.

She also said that I have not real excuse for not spending like 5 ot 6 hours a day working on math. Knowing that I don't have a job and is only taking 2 classes. 5 to 6 hours a day!!!! Who does she think I am! I know the steps. I'm just a bad test taker!
I get bored watching all the dumb people in my class ask her to do the problem over and over and over. It makes me want to SCREAM and then run off crying.

I have hit the middle of the spring stair case down to my failure in life. The 1st stone was me going to Animezemnt during the last parts of 2 of my final exams; as aresult, not graduating in may had to wait until Dec. -.- Now with having to drop my English 1101 class and am failing math prep2 class. what a elaborate slide I make.
_._ this sucks...

everything sucks...

I'm soooooo worried about Billy! Not one word from him in 2 1/2 months! Not even a 'Hey, I'm being shipped out and I will talk to you when I get the chance, love you'. Nothing, nothing at all! There're so many "what ifs" running around I just want to know the facts... and more importantly to know that he is ok and to hear his voice. ~falls over~

I think a bubble bath would do nice about now. ja~
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